Break Free!!

The best answer, I found to situations alien to me, is to run away. To float and not to be tied down. Like I ran away when I was a kid and didn’t want to participate in school play, ran away from college in my first year because I didn’t want to study, ran away from the girl I really loved because everything was so perfect (but, frankly, I don’t really know why), wanted to run away from my first job (when I was sent to Saudi) because I wanted to do business, later when my dad asked me to join him, I ran away too. I have attained perfection in the act and I think its time to do the same.

I want to listen music I enjoy, I want to play guitar, I want to paint, I want to read the books I loved, I want to write something beautiful, I want to say goodbye and I want to stay alone for a while. I want to breath, I want to again swim 10kms, I want to go para-gliding, I want to again experience life by jumping from a plane at 14,000fts, I want to be lost in a jungle, I want to drill oil and have those endless sleepless nights, I want to again go for mountain biking, discover untouched lands, I want to be lost in Australian desert, go on wild safari, I want to again do bungee jumping but this time from the bridge on river Nile, I want to climb Sphinx, I want to run and again complete a triathlon, I want to own a Maclaren, I want to study further and learn something new, I want to back pack and discover Russia and Antarctica.

I want to follow my heart. I want to let all my troubles go. I want to live the dream. I don’t want to lose my youth in this logical yet illogical world and its unnecessary worries. I keep learning it ain't worth and yet keep forgetting it.

Now I want to set myself free.